Another lovely day

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahim,

Alhamdulillah, once again, Allah gives me chance to live in this beautiful world; today just a wonderful day to me. The sun shine just fine; not too warm, giving me inspirational to keep the pace of "Keep Your Head High, Move Forward, Work Harder". Today I got a personal trainer for my physical fitness. He has arranged for me a 2-weeks weight loss program and to reduce amount of fat. This is not only for my health today, but for the future. He emphasize that we need to develop our muscle strength from now on to reduce the effect of osteoporosis in old days.

So, the program started from yesterday evening which involved jogging and muscle workouts. This is my first time I felt so drained and extremely tired. What would you expect? A non-fit coach potato forced to do some crunches 5 sets non-stop? I find myself vomited. Glad I just ate some cookies; if I had a larger meal...may be all the ingested will come out. But, as for 2012 and for the theme, I try my best to fulfill all the workouts. I have to work harder. I promised myself.

Today (As I'm writing) is a holiday for Federal day (Hari Wilayah) applied to all citizen around Kuala Lumpur. Ah, what a lovely day. I thank Allah for giving me such opportunity to have a good friends that supported me whenever I needed. Okay, I'll stop here for now. I just planned to go to Putra World Trade Center for a Book Fare.

My achievement today:

1. Pray Subh Prayer with Sunnah Fajr (alhamdulillah; may Allah guide me to practice Sunnah)

2. Physical workouts

3. Filled my morning with benefits.

Alhamdulillah!

"Umat Islam Harus Bekerja Hari Ini Mesti Lebih Baik Dari Semalam"

Mata-ne,
(The Humble author)

Wassalam.

Today is a new day

Alhamdulillah, Allah swt gives me another opportunity to live in this world; to breath; to gasp the fresh air; to hear the chirping birds in the morning; to give me delicious food; Masya-Allah, what an endless nikma you gave to me. He gave me to straighten my path; to get back in track; to fulfill my ambitious dream; to get it right in all aspect of my life. Today is a big day for me yet a new day for me. To promise myself, I launched a program that aimed for: being a good person, a good friend and good students. All this is for myself. The theme for this year, 2012, I chose: "Keep Your Head High, Move Forward, Work Harder". I hope this may change my lifestyle and turn my self from a passive; pessimistic into an ambitious; workaholic, and enthusiastic person. May Allah guide me.

2011 has passed. With misery and my army had a big loss. But I have promised to myself to brace up, to wake from my ruined pass, whats happen just happen; passed has passed. 2012 is my glorious year for my life ever. From what I learned; those years that I have 'wasted' slowly wreck myself into the unimaginable failure. Thats why I wrote the poem entitle: "Is this the beginning of an end" just to express my regret the things that I've done. Alhamdulillah, I hope my plan work as planned. "we can plan, Allah will decide for us".

Today, I'm writing in a calm morning. The fajr was glitters with the rain drops. The weather is cool; not too hot; nor too cold; giving some motivational inspiration to work hard. Its just a wonderful day. What I promise to myself:

1. To get the 5 prayers done in a day; whatever it takes; the best is jamaa'ah.
2. To make less talkative; because the more you talk the higher possibility to make sin.
3. To be polite; upon everyone
4. To work harder; do not easily give up;
5. To do qiamullail as much as possible; to do the rawatib in every prayers (Insya-Allah)
6. To make an effort not to waste time;
7. To spend time less on social crap; i.e. facebook, etc.

As for now, these instructions I arranged to make myself follow just for today as a start. Further instructions will be announced to myself later. As for catalyzing my progress I bought 2 books from my favourite bookstore, MPH, titled: 'Happiness Genes and '60 quick tips for Getting Organized. I hope this program will continue and the progress will make me a better person and a good Muslim. Ganbate-neh!

Aquulu qawli haza, Wa astaghfirullah lii walakum;
Wassalaamualiakum warahmatullah hiwabarakaatuh.

Sincerely,
(Humble author)

Poem of the day

IS THIS THE BEGINNING OF AN END?

After all these years,

I felt like my life is kind of a waste,

I felt like I betrayed myself;

Not to mention peoples around me,

I don’t know how this happening to me,

In everything I do,

I merely never succeed;

Why? Why? Please answer me, please!

If I could undo all the things that I’ve done,

I swear that; I’ll do whatever it takes,

But even my apologies;

Couldn’t repent my deeds, where should I go?

I’m a person with all glorious success, once,

But end up like this; I’m slowly fading away;

I’ve fell; just like the Spanish Saracen faced;

Could I survive this battle?

Why am I doing all wrong?

Why? Why?

It just like a looping tape; playing it over and over again;

Am I born to fail? Fail? What a wasted person…

Please, could someone out there answer me, please!

Help me!

Felt guilty every single time of my life?

When this suffering will come to an end?

This poem (I don't know, a modern poem) I made for myself to repent all my deeds in the past.